Batman returns

After I gave birth to my angel(since I am a single mom..I have gained a lot of extra pounds that I needed to loose in order to regain my self-confidence. I then indulged myself into badminton and gym, and in two months time I am sexy again..When my baby came out I have decided to broke up with his biological dad since I can't see a future with him..A year have passed and I've graduated in college and started working as an HR assistant in a Shopping Mall in our province. I knew then that my calling is not an office-based job so I resigned..I make it a habit of accompanying a friend in a gym..meet a lot of guy friends whom I called "classmates" whenever in the gym. There we got to be close to the manager of the gym..let's name him Tommy. Tommy is a typical Richard GOmez' look-alike, nice body and cute pair of eyes, but he's unavailable coz he's attached already. Somehow I felt the special atention he's been giving me but then again hindi ko pinangarap maging kabit..hahaha..One day when we were working-out I have noticed a picture of a guy with a very huge body(as in "muscle-an" eto)..Tommy told me it was his bro working abroad, single pero malki ang age gap namin, mga 9years..He also shares that he's going to have his vacation a week prior to our conversation..I joked on Tommy, told him "pag nagkita kami ng utol mo magkagusto yan sa kin". After a week saw a new face in the gym at the desk of Tommy, it was Batman his bro from abroad..After a while Tommy arrived and introduce his bro. I don't want to assume but by the way he looked at me, feel ko na agad crush nya ko..There was a time then my friend and I hanged out in a bar and got home at already 2am, wasn't expecting a call from anyone till my cp rings..it was an unfamiliar number..but wasn't so surprised to discover it was from Batman. Since then we got close, we dated several times..We had this mutual understanding for quite a while. Good thing his mom liked me eventhough am a single mom..I thought everything will be alright untli he revealed that he has this long time gf..I felt betrayed..I resist texting and having any forms of communication with him but it didn't work. He said their relationship was already shaky and tumityempo lang sya sabihin dun sa gerl...Xempre mahal ko kya naniwala ako..Before he left I ask him if we are already exclusive..na-hurt ako when he says ayaw nya daw ako talian kasi bata pa ako so I can still entertain anyone pag gusto ko basta daw he will keep our comunication lines open..maskit yun ha. On my birthday that same year he called me..that time I have a new suitor, a manager of a resto..Coincidence he's been calling me a lot and worst is magkaboses sila sa phone..in short it was a case of mistaken identity..Nagtampo si Batman and di nakipag-comunicate for almost a year..I thought ndi na kami magkikita ulet until it was so unexpected na nakita ko sya sa mall..that time I have a bf..nagulat ako sa reaction nya pagkakita nya sa kin niyakap nya ako na parang walang ibang tao..I whispered na lang na" ei baka nakakalinutan mo na as mall tayo"..bigla nya ko binitiwan at ng-apologize..sobrang na-miss nya daw ako..well honestly ako din ganun na-feel ko. That moment he asked for my number and that same night we went out. He brought me to the other branch of his gym and showed me the rooftop he was planning to build a coffee shop. He said he would want me to managed it but I refused. As the nights got deeper naging seriuos na mga pinag-uusapan..He said he was sorry for the thing he wasn't able to show me..said if only he will be given another chance..something in my heart was wishing that night would never end but I know I have given him my whole love before that he wasn't able to prove his worthy of my love..We are stil friends at this very moment..once in a while we text and email each other..I don't have regrets that we didn't ended up together..At least I will not be wondering what might have been..

My ideal "gay guy"

Love at first site to this guy..Have seen him having his speech. Even told my bf that time that I would leave him for this guy..We started to be close, have a lot of things in common..I always look forward to events and happenings where I can have a lot of time and chances of being close to him. I have discovered he's being a gay just recently but I don't care at all. If there's something I am happy aboout lately, it is because I was able to tell him of my feelings..I am free, free to be happy just by the feel of his presence and watching him smile and enjoy..If I will meet a genie, I would not ask for three wishes..only one. I wish we ended up together..para kasing ang sarap nyang mahalin at alagaan..Para kong high school,kinikilig pag andyan sya...La lang..

Just being myself!!!

Well I guess am pretty enough,as to my own standard..hahaha..Kidding aside,I really don't know why I am very much inclined to those who are so called "guy gays". I remember I was only on the third grade when I first met a very good-looking guy that turned out to have a big crush on me, he's so manly but years passed and the last time I saw him was last month..Ayun ang lolo mo lola na.. Second encounter was grade six, we enjoyed roller skating then, my classmates and I used to go to this certain building in Merchan St. to skate. There we met a bunch of high school guys. One of them approached me, he's name is Carlo. His barcada teases us kasi bagay daw kami at crush nya daw ako.. Haven't heard from him after seeing him in the same school where I studied high school, that was almost 9 years ago. Four months ago, I was invited in a fiesta in the place of an old friend. I heard someone calling my name, when I turn back to look at the person, it was an unfamiliar face of a woman. She told me,don't you remember me?? I'm Carla, este Carlo pala..Asus, maganda pa sa kin ang ate mo, alang "kabakas- bakat" ng pagkalalake. Medyo mag-forward tayo ng konte. Four years ago I met this Dingdong Dantes look-alike guy through my ex-bf ( happened to be the dad of my daughter) feel ko type nya ko kasi tingin sya ng tingin sa kin. After that gimik, I have celebrated my birthday in our house at syempre invited ang ex ko..can't believe who's with him when I opened our gate, It was Dingdong(alike lang). From then on we became closer as ever..so close that he was able to reveal his true sexuality..ay naku!!gay guy eto..Okay lang naman, masaya kasi sya kasama. And finally he introduced me to JC, bowa nya that time. Ay pagkagwapo nila pareho, wla tulak kabigin. But it came to the point na naging close ko sila pareho,as in..But eventually Dingdong fall out of love for JC.There are times JC would make tambay in our house and Dingdong would call me just to make sure JC already left then saka nya ko pupuntahan sa haus. Madalas tuloy me ma-invite sa mga gay gatherings because I became friendly friends with this bunch of good-looking gays. Na-shock ako one time when we attend a party sinusubuan na ko ng food ni Dingdong,kaloka talaga...That time I was being courted by a certified guy( who is my great crush in elementary). Lets name him Bert. On the birthday of Bert's mom he invited me over,papakilala nya daw me sa family nya. My fon kept on beeping that night, it was Dingdong asking me where am I? I told him, I can't accomodate him at home cause am out but he insisted if I can ask the host to let me come home. Instead, Bert insisted to just invite Dingdong over. Katawa kasi nun magkakaharap na kami, Bert would text me, "selos ako ha, sino ba yan sa yo???". Hindi pa nasiyahan, lumabas pa kami kahit lasing-lasingan na sila pareho. Pagdating sa place hindi na ko iniwan ni Dingdong kasi nakaka-feel daw sya na type ako ni Bert at nag-seselos daw sya. As I remember ang sagot ko sa kanya "kanino, sa akin o sa kanya?".hahaha. That was the first time I saw him with that serious face. He answered me,"sa yo kasi I love you". Shocked ako but then after a while I realized mahal ko na din sya. Our relationship last for less than a year, pero we almost got married. Complicated lng kasi ayaw sa kin ng mom nya dahil single mom ako at ayaw naman ng mom ko sa kanya kasi amoy nya daw na bading si Dingdong...But until this day on we remained as very good friends. He would always tell me how he wanted na kami magkatuluyan. We still date, friendly lang naman....