Batman returns

After I gave birth to my angel(since I am a single mom..I have gained a lot of extra pounds that I needed to loose in order to regain my self-confidence. I then indulged myself into badminton and gym, and in two months time I am sexy again..When my baby came out I have decided to broke up with his biological dad since I can't see a future with him..A year have passed and I've graduated in college and started working as an HR assistant in a Shopping Mall in our province. I knew then that my calling is not an office-based job so I resigned..I make it a habit of accompanying a friend in a gym..meet a lot of guy friends whom I called "classmates" whenever in the gym. There we got to be close to the manager of the gym..let's name him Tommy. Tommy is a typical Richard GOmez' look-alike, nice body and cute pair of eyes, but he's unavailable coz he's attached already. Somehow I felt the special atention he's been giving me but then again hindi ko pinangarap maging kabit..hahaha..One day when we were working-out I have noticed a picture of a guy with a very huge body(as in "muscle-an" eto)..Tommy told me it was his bro working abroad, single pero malki ang age gap namin, mga 9years..He also shares that he's going to have his vacation a week prior to our conversation..I joked on Tommy, told him "pag nagkita kami ng utol mo magkagusto yan sa kin". After a week saw a new face in the gym at the desk of Tommy, it was Batman his bro from abroad..After a while Tommy arrived and introduce his bro. I don't want to assume but by the way he looked at me, feel ko na agad crush nya ko..There was a time then my friend and I hanged out in a bar and got home at already 2am, wasn't expecting a call from anyone till my cp rings..it was an unfamiliar number..but wasn't so surprised to discover it was from Batman. Since then we got close, we dated several times..We had this mutual understanding for quite a while. Good thing his mom liked me eventhough am a single mom..I thought everything will be alright untli he revealed that he has this long time gf..I felt betrayed..I resist texting and having any forms of communication with him but it didn't work. He said their relationship was already shaky and tumityempo lang sya sabihin dun sa gerl...Xempre mahal ko kya naniwala ako..Before he left I ask him if we are already exclusive..na-hurt ako when he says ayaw nya daw ako talian kasi bata pa ako so I can still entertain anyone pag gusto ko basta daw he will keep our comunication lines open..maskit yun ha. On my birthday that same year he called me..that time I have a new suitor, a manager of a resto..Coincidence he's been calling me a lot and worst is magkaboses sila sa phone..in short it was a case of mistaken identity..Nagtampo si Batman and di nakipag-comunicate for almost a year..I thought ndi na kami magkikita ulet until it was so unexpected na nakita ko sya sa mall..that time I have a bf..nagulat ako sa reaction nya pagkakita nya sa kin niyakap nya ako na parang walang ibang tao..I whispered na lang na" ei baka nakakalinutan mo na as mall tayo"..bigla nya ko binitiwan at ng-apologize..sobrang na-miss nya daw ako..well honestly ako din ganun na-feel ko. That moment he asked for my number and that same night we went out. He brought me to the other branch of his gym and showed me the rooftop he was planning to build a coffee shop. He said he would want me to managed it but I refused. As the nights got deeper naging seriuos na mga pinag-uusapan..He said he was sorry for the thing he wasn't able to show me..said if only he will be given another chance..something in my heart was wishing that night would never end but I know I have given him my whole love before that he wasn't able to prove his worthy of my love..We are stil friends at this very moment..once in a while we text and email each other..I don't have regrets that we didn't ended up together..At least I will not be wondering what might have been..